you know what my problem is?
i care too much. i don’t care about a lot of things, but the things or people i do care about? i sometimes care about way more than i should. and that is a huge issue.
for example, my mister casey. he shows no emotion, i show all my emotions. he’s not excited about coming up to visit, i picture him with me at least 4 times a day.
it’s weird and pathetic and stupid and it makes me feel childish and just a tad worthless.